“She did not realise that this time her depression was being amplified by withdrawal from a medication that increased the likelihood of suicidal thoughts and depression. “During this last struggle those around her tried to help in so many ways including trying to take her to rehab to help her transition off of Xanax but she thought she could get through it on her own. She had worked hard to use her yoga and spiritual practice to help treat her bipolar disorder and succeeded in building a beautiful life of service and growth. Picture: FacebookĬaulfield continued: “Psalm courageously fought against a number of depressive episodes during her life. Isadora poses in front of the Sydney Opera House. What she did not know is that one of the potential side effects of Xanax withdrawal is depression as well as suicidal ideation.”
“Psalm realised she wanted that medication out of her system and decided to quit Xanax, Caffeine and alcohol all at once. Tragically in the midst of this depression she was trying to quit the prescription medication Xanax which she had been using for some time to treat insomnia. “The latest depression that came over Psalm was a heavy one that had been weighing on her since the winter. “She was incredibly courageous in the face of a chemical imbalance that took her to sometimes dizzying heights and debilitating lows. “Psalm Isadora struggled most of her life with bipolar disorder,” Caulfield wrote. To put any conspiracies to rest, Isadora’s longtime friend Monique Caulfield recently released a statement urging people to accept her death and rather than glorify, or even imitate it. Some express their disbelief that she could ever have killed herself while others flag the possibility she was murdered “for her controversial views”. Meanwhile her disciples continue to post tributes on her Facebook page. Tantric sex guru Psalm Isadora fought a lifelong battle with bipolar disorder. Some people who have had sexual abuse (become) hyposexual - they shut down their sexuality. I’m not mad at it except it wasn’t empowered (sex). I had sex with men, I had sex with women, I had sex with Hollywood. Or doing drugs because then I would feel free.
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“It would feel like the red-hots, like I couldn’t crawl out of my own skin and the only escape would be maybe drinking because then I was numb and then I felt free.
I was still afraid of being judged, I was afraid if I told people, no one would love me because I was too broken and wounded.
“I used anything I could to escape the pain but I still kept my secret, I still protected my abuser. “I spent my 20s in a hot mess of sex and drugs,” Isadora told a wellness seminar in the US last year, just months before her suicide. Her quest to heal her “sexual wound” led her on a perilous drug and sex-fuelled journey from the clubs and bars of Hollywood to the ashrams of southern India. Isadora was escaping not only the group’s oppressive lifestyle but also the father who had molested her from the age of five.
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AT just 17 years old, Psalm Isadora broke free from the fundamentalist Christian cult she had been born into and embarked on a wild drug and sex-fuelled journey.
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